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Alright,
The post below, will be deleted soon.
To those involved, my appologies.
I was probably going wildely mad.

Anywayyy,
Hari Raya is overrrr, & so is ramadan !
No more fastingggggg. :]]]
Hehe.
I liked this year's raya.
My second favourite raya.

Yesterday,
I turned out to have food poisoning so did others in my family.
Must've been some food we ate that wasn't any good.

At night, daddy came over to my house.
Once he left, i glued my eyes ; watching the secret life of the american teenager.

Today,
Went to school and all as pernorm.
After school, went to buy Naughty G.
Greentea flavour.
Seriously, no effect on me -.-
Murni says its cause I'm already horny to its max, so its kinda useless.
Then went to 715 to eateateat.
Then to 714 to meet someone.
Then wanted to go to 718,
but went to meet Angie instead.
Met her at mama shop, then go resevoir together.
When we reached there,
I could stop yelling in her ear about my recent problems
& how I felt like I cheated on myself.

Then, I took my time home.
When I got off the first bus, I forgot to tap my ezlink card.:X
So, when I got on the second bus, I used coins to save myself for incase of any unseen embarresment.

When I got home, used comp till like now ?
I got scolded by Selynna.
Soorie doorie strawberry.

Well yea,
soooooo, gonna watch the secret life of the american teenager now.

I'm going to go stardee with MurniDarling tomorrow.
(:

I wonder if I should delete my blogger acc.
Hmmzx.

with ♥ ;

i want to stay single for probably a much longer time. im sorry.

Tag replies :

Selynna : Yeaaaa , FSCENE8. ♥

Atiqah : I AM LAZY. SHOOOO. HAHAH, ♥ you ! ; imyt.

Murni : I wanna get him ):

Angie : Why tag got err at the front ? So unconfident ahs ? :o

Murni : Yeaaaa, hopefully. (:

Atiqah : Thanks darling, will call you soon. (:

Yiwen : Thanks, my husband ! :D

Murni : Yea, thanks. Ily.

Courtney : Replied in tag board, couldn't wait to reply lahhhh ! HAHA. <3

No photo's for today, get over it.

I can barely even smile.
So many things going on.
So many diffrent confusion.
& they are all DIFFERENT, inloving diff people.

Tell you what,
I'll be honest.
I AM BLOODY HURT BY ALL OF YOU.
You know, just cause I'm a different indiv, doesnt mean I have no heart.
Look from my point of view.
DID I FUCKING HURT ANY OF YOU ?
I just raised your temper.
& IT WAS MEANT TO BENEFIT YOU.
YET YOU MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY ?
STFU.
I go to school , I meet you all.
I know from start you don't like me.
So ? I don't bloody give a damn.
Yet I wanted to help.
But you make me feel this way !?

I come home.
I see fungi face.
She's gonna follow us for jalan raya tomorrow you know ?
How much more fucked up can that be ?
You've followed us for 3 FUCKING YEARS ALREADY LAH !
YOU'VE BEEN IN MY LIFE, TRYING TO BREAK ALL RELATIONSHIP WITH MY MOTHER FOR HOW LONG ?
SINCE THEIR DIVORCE YOU KNOW, WOMAN ?
You sleep in MY bed everyday.
I DONT HAVE SPACE WHEREEVER I GO.

EOY is coming you all know ? Why can't you just give me a break ?

Gabe, i sware I'd never thought you would do something like this.
I've heard your side of the story and all, but ?
You were the one always telling me that no one could be trusted.
Yet I trusted you cause I knew that you knew how it felt like being betrayed.
I forgive you, but ..

The rest, who are involved.
You never knew, you were so well hated by doing all the yelling.
Those people. wanted to do something aout it.
But as always, who would have the guts against you ?
You guys are like so bloody big characters in the student body.
They mad me do it.
& to be honest, I barely even liked the way you treated us.
So, I wanted ms chew to ADVISE YOU TO BECOME BETTER PEOPLE.
So that you won't have so many haters just because of that.
Yet ?
The reason why I'm hurt, is cause, i never knew you were not over the hating fact.
ALL OF YOU.
May I be abit a stuck up, or alot, or whatever.
DONT HATE ME BEHIND MY BLOODY BACK & COME TO ME LIKE A STUPID MOTHER FUCKER FOR HELP, SMILING.

To Yimin & Raeesah,
All this while, my intentions were good, yet you didn't have the courage to come and hear me out ? Why ? Why would you go & blab your bloody mouth out when you don't even know why, & when it wasn't about you ?
You're not over the fight we all had the other time ? Well, I said it before I'm sorry.
If your the kind who doesn't forgive, I can't do anything.

To everyone else reading, don't come up to me if you want to know full story.
Or pretend that you care when you don;t

I will continue standing my ground whether heartbroken, hurt, or angry.
I know, many dislike me for multiple reasons.
I can't ? Get it.

To meilin,
You leave my house now, or i'll stuff chopsticks up your nose.

I can't tolerate you anymore okay ?
I want to stay at daddy's till you leave.
I will do it very soon, i will leave home, & dont come back,
till youre gone.

You've been here for 7 years.
I don't appreciate your presence,
cause I lose my mother more and more each day.
You & mummy might not know or notice,
But i feel it.
I don't like it.

I guess, my conclusion and ending to this all ;
Move to daddy's & change school to somewhre near his place, & never see mummy's side of the family ever.
You are all just too un-harmonised.
I'm sorry.

Whoaaaaaaaaha.

I am in this ultimate hyper happy superb mood.
You'd wanna be around me now. HAH.
In other words, I'm feeling bitchly happy.

Btw, I am not very happy with you people who read my blog and don't tag !
I have this tracker bla bla, I know who exactly views my blog and when,
but none of you tag. ):
& its dead.

KANYE WEST IS A FUCKING DOUCHE. _|_
You know what he did rightzx ?
I'm in team taylor. :P

Anyway, I'll start blogging now.

Yesterday.
School pernorm.
I sware I hardly pay any attention, cause I'm next to the windowww.
& i think its such the wrong time not to.
Uhh,
After school, before CCA.
Went to forgot where, with Murni.
Sat there & made friends with ants.
Hah, & just had an aweeesome time.
After CCA, skipped my way home, alone. ):

Today ?
School, *coughs*
Almosttttt failed Geog when I was quite certain at first I'd do fine.
I had bladder confusions between geog and history.
I couldn't tell whether I really needed to pee. -.-

After school, went to see the cat that Murni was deciding to buy for herself with her.
Their names were, uhh, Truffles & Deeno.
I think.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH DEENO.
1 mnth old.
I'm gonna make mummy buy him. :P



*points up with a heart warming smile*

I know its just a Singapore cat.
Not fancy ol whatever.
But, CUTEZX LAHHHHH.
& he kept on bitting me, was sooooo cutezx.
I have to get over it soon -.-

Afterwards, went to Petal Macs with Murni to eateateat.
I concluded that Murni has a female lesbian obssesed stalker.
HAHA.
She couldn't stand away from the video's in my ipod, so irritating. LOL.
Had fries & mcflurryyyy.
The sprite went up to my brain, went stupid for while.
Saw Gimchen & Joceline there.

Yea,
Then went homezx.

When I got home, I received some sms.
Now, I conclude, I have a stalker.
Urghhh.

Anyway, I am tired.
Goodnight.

<3 
(:

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Righttttt.
Tomorrow's Monday, tomorrow we're going back to schoooooooool.
AHHHHH. *cries*
.;

Uhh,
FSCENE8.
Get  it get ittttt ?
I took a willion years to get it.

Did you know, my face isn't parallel, unlike yours ?

Alright, yesterday.
Well, this would rather be a rough description.
Went to there in the morning.
When I came home in the afternoon,
mummy was ready to pick me up.
Went to EXPO's John Little Sale.
I spent over $200.
We were there for about 2 hrs.
Mummy went to buy Burger King for herself,
but I didn't eat, causecausecause, Im fasting. :P
*angelic face*

Ya, went out to catch up with some life.
Bishan (?), Tamp1.
Then, had dinner out.

I was soooooo, sleepy, so I told mummy to drop me back home first,
while she had a ladies night out.

Once I got home, I turned on the computer and got hooked onto all of the msn convers,
that I only fell asleep at 12.30. Despite, how tired I accualy was.

Today,
I had around 10 hrs of sleep.
Boy, am I a pig.
Woke up, stayed on my bed till about noon.
Then, decided to shower. :o
I'd consider that a miracle,
cause normally on holidays, I shower only once a day.
HAH, how unattractive.

I practically watched The Suite Life Of Zack & Cody, till about now.
Seriouslyyyy,
 I FEEL LIKE A SOGGY POTATO TOE !!
Ya, I planned to start completing my homework at four pm.
But now, Its five. -.-
 
& I'm superb hangaryyyy.

I shall blog uh, Tues ?
I don't know.

Probably, the only thing I look forward to is to see Murni ? Idk, hah. :P

Mmm, I smell Macs !

Chao ;

Tag replies :

Murni<3 : Replied at your blog. 
                  & thanks about the earrings. (:

Nadiah : Who did I maki ? =.=

Selynna : HAAA. :O
                 I think i've been told I look like tweenty alot. LOL. :P

Nadiah & Khalidah : I will link you probably when I get the html mood.

Murni<3 : Nahh, not too bad, i've seen lamer. HAH.

Yiwen : Ohhh, okay. Love you tooooo ! <3 (;

Arinah : Hey back at you too.

Hussain : Hey you too. Thanks handsome. (:

Yiwen : I'm fine (:

Atiqah : Thanks hun. I miss you too. :(